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2024: Here — we — go.
A select few work for themselves in this life. The majority work against themselves. The easiest way to know when an individual isn’t the exception is when they know and behave with certainty that they are. Any time I’ve seen a human that looks like me (which, to me, is a living human), I’ve always felt and known I’m with the majority — never for a day feeling like the exception to anything but, rather, accepting that I am no different than the one struggling in front of me. This is why drugs have never helped me. Whether drinking or otherwise, I don’t want to be numb. I’ve always wanted to feel everything to its depth. Feeling everything has allowed me to not understand anything.