I’ve learned to be thoughtful about my thoughts.

I’ve learned to be thoughtful about my thoughts. This has allowed me to think about how I treat myself, especially when under pressure to perform. I’ve never felt the pressure to perform for others as I’ve always been too consumed with my judgments towards myself. These judgments have always been so harsh as well as severe that I’ve needed both my parents to help guide and guard me against myself. This has been by far the biggest challenge of my life. But I’m up for the challenge as my focus is to overcome, never to be overcome with so much analysis that I can’t manage the data acquired. Data acquired from learning must be properly dispersed — just like the timing of the right musical note in the right measure of the appropriate key and chord. I properly disperse data by carefully and closely observing my conclusions to be as adaptable as possible, never rigid, and always pointed and clear enough to be decisive but never fixed.